I went to go see the Doctor today for the blood test results. They came up negative, so that is good. We spoke for about an hour just about missions and stresses and all that is entailed and he was really honest with me about himself. I was really good. He was very supportive and just helpful in the sense of giving positive encouragement. So Wednesday I have an appointment with a counselor to see if I can work through some more stuff and continue what I started in North Carolina in recognizing triggers and coping skills. I feel good though, in a hopeful sense.
Still no decision on what I am going to do about a mission though. I think that they Lord is waiting for me to make a decision and stick with it and then He will come in and help out.